yeah I know.. a none too creative title, but pppptht. I'm dead-dog tired right now. I have basically worked for two weeks straight through. Last week was Homecoming, and I got the long shift on Saturday for the dance. 11+ hours. Made me realize I'm not in my 20's anymore like nothing else....I used to pull back to back 14 and 16 hour shifts for 12 ( Read more... )

HYACINTH>> HYACINTH HYACINTHHYACINTHYACINTHYACINTHYACINTHYACINTHYACINTH.... Dear god the pain right now is so incredible and deep but I can't dull it, dilute it or be rid of it. I want very much to die right now. There. It's out in the open. IWANT TO F&(&(KN DIE. But I can't. I cannot do myself in. Karmic debt is a bitch. Besides, I think about ( Read more... )